My roommate told me that now may is over so please update the calendar. I was going to change month suddenly I feel as if someone is smiling over me yes it was month may. In fact “the month may”.
I started thinking about this month and suddenly felt a severe chill in my body. What a month this was. It gave me some lifelong remembering experience.
I can’t forget the way this month was started. I was coming back from a temple and suddenly in AC bus I feel like suffocated and come out of it though driver wasn’t allowing this before proper stop and I told him that I can’t wait for next stop, then only he allow me to go out. Within seconds, I started vomiting and within next few seconds from a normal healthy person to I have been transformed in to a hardly-able-to stand guy and I collapsed on the bench of a nearby shop. Later on my room-mate took me to a weird doctor who after 1-2 basic questions ask me that I have done sex or not. I am still trying to understand the significance of that question. At that time I was not realizing this journey to dr was start of a chain of events which will drastically affect my thought process.
After 1-2 days I found myself rushing in fortis hospital(as they says follow the standard) for my blood test and other reports. I never realize that I have to expense a lot to know my own body. All this I was suffering normally till the moment dr declared the I am in serious state and I need to get admit. When I share this news with my roommates they react as if I am a low caste-severely affected patient of cancer and I just have 1-2 days in this world. They suggest me to go to home as early a possible and this was the first time I realize that I can even die(I guess this is what is called atmospheric pressure). By considering the severity of situation, I decided to go home and that too by flight. I booked a flight of 4:30 am and reached airport at 4 am to know that flight is cancelled. Then they transfer us to a 7:30 am flight. Unfortunately they boarded me in wrong bus and I ended up in delhi’s flight. When I realize this I rushed back to talk to officials who angrily inform me that I missed(is it the proper word?) the flight and I am only to blame. Later on I got a flight to indore at 12:00PM but for that I have to fight like hell and by the time I was not even able to stand.
Then trip from indore to Bhopal in sumo. Then in auto till Bhopal station. In mid way that auto met an accident and I cannot forget the look in the eyes of auto driver when I told him to not to waste any more time and lets continue our journey despite having a torn jeans and bruised knee(see a desperate man can do disparate things). Once I reached station and met my father I felt relief. Later till one month I have to go from 1 dr to other, from 1 ojha to other for this jaundice. Me and my father were following every single mouth of bina. The worst part of jaundice is all the precautionary food that I have to have for almost a month. Meanwhile I got one last chance to fulfill my dream and get some hope in life, just to discover that it was a nightmare. One important thing which I learn during this period of pain and suffering that only your family will stand for you in your dark hours. I spend a considerable part of my life living for friends, relatives, their friends and their relatives but all seems waste finally. I lost few good friends in this month (not physically but mentally). Though in the later part of may I do feel some relax, met with vinay-vaibhav-nishant unexpectedly, met my team members. All in all, month may was full of unexpected events. It was a total roller costar ride. God again gave me message that he is “only” omnipotent out of us.
Conclusively I must say that may you were maverick and you made me same…..
