wo lamhe(2).......by vivek

Shikha…..it is impossible to describe her in words. If I have to tell you something about shikha, I can’t tell one specific thing. Shikha was a beautiful girl on every standard. Shikha was a girl having blue eyes, black hairs, good height and decent health. Shikha was actually a pair of 2 eyes having lots of dreams. Shikha was a girl, who loves her family so much that she can leave all her happiness just for the sake of her family. She was a fun loving girl, who always loves to dance and sing.
In rainy seasons, she love to dance on the roof of her home, in winter she love to made tea and pakodas for her papa and in summer she played cricket and snake-ladder (her all time favorite game) with her younger brothers. In any functions (whether it is at her home or at a distant relative’s home) she works as if she has 100 horse powers. All day night taking care of all the guests, food facility for all the people, pack some sweet who ever is going home. Doesn’t matter how early you wake up in the morning, you will always find her doing something and same things holds true for night. Though sometimes you may find her tired physically but mentally, she always wills to do anything. And despite any tensions or retardation, you will always find her cheerful and full of humor.
She always like sunset. One or two time I caught her looking at sunset and found her eyes startling with some shines and for me it was like she is taking energy from the scene. She always loves to play with kids. And when she is playing with kids, you can’t guess her age. In her family there were 6 members i.e. a friendly ma, workaholic papa, 2 younger brothers, always angry kind of elder sister and cookie (her tortoise). Shikha was a “favorite to all” kind of girl. Shikha was a girl who loves everything and everyone around her, a girl who never ever can hate anybody, a girl who has lots of friends but just one enemy i.e. her beautiful face and caring nature which cracks every wall of her beautiful world and damages the icon of purity and simplicity. The problem was that who ever comes in contact to shikha, fall in love with her. She was irresistible. People feel kind of attraction for her.
The first thing which shikha lost was her sister i.e. Sonali. Having average color and self caring attitude she always felt complex with shikha. There were hardly any days where her sister didn’t fight with her, shikha understood this and she hate herself for the “growing distance” with her sister. The biggest thing which she lost was her family’s trust due to a guy named “vivek (aka me)”. I came in her life as a wild card when she just completed 9th class and I was preparing to go in 11th std. We met when she came to a distant relative. We became friends just after few meetings. But just after 10 days I fall in love with her and gave her a letter (I know I was immature that time but I did this just to know her feelings) which her elder sister got and after that shikha has to leave that place. This incident shakes her world. And it became the root of many followed consequences. She lost the trust of her family specially her sister. She never said anything wrong still she has to listen a lot. She never did anything wrong still she had to bear pains. She never took any side still got all the suffering. shikha was a girl who never ask for anything still lost everything,…
God knows only her feelings about me as she never spoke anything about this issue. And that’s makes the things difficult for me.