me....

My first week is over in job and in ahmedabad….and I still don’t know the kind of work I have to do. I have decided in myself that I will give my 100% to whatever comes my way. I am assuming that I don’t know anything and I need to learn a lot so I am asking basic questions and trying to be happy in whatever people are giving to me. But somewhere I am not happy…I am not satisfied…I don’t know whether I m not happy coz I am not satisfied or not satisfied coz I am not happy…
Every day I am waking up with new hope, going to office with more enthusiasm but every night when I am going to sleep I am unable to justify myself why I did the whole day…
I am going to office but there is no one to even notice it…no one is there to notice what I am doing. Some one is saying do this or that…but nothing seems meaningful…I am doing my best to utilize my time as I know there are lots of things to work on…
Even in myself…I need to improve a lot but I am unable to get the peace of mind…
I know its time to gather all the pieces of jigsaw puzzle of my life and to go on…
I know I have just started a journey and lot more to see, to come and I have to prepare myself accordingly. I know it is the crunch time of life..2-3 years down the line can make or break my carrier. It is the time when I have to justify who I am, what actually I want and to go on…
I am neither tired nor afraid just confuse….little confuse…but
Best part of this confusion is that first time in my life I am thinking about the things that are important, that matters…
I just need some power some courage so that first I can choose the right path and then precede on that path….and to fulfill what people are expecting from me…

Life is a journey and every individual is a passenger…now days I can really feeling this from the core of my heart…
My life has reached to ahmedabad….and after long time I m coming to write something in the blog….it is not that I haven’t got the time but I haven’t got the particular mind set to write something…last 1 month time was very happening and was full of events…there were lots of things to discuss like my Amritsar trip, jaipur trip, my friendship with vinay and balraj and last days at gurgaon… later on I will pen down for all this but this time let me tell u my present days coz now a days my mind is in very consciously ‘unconscious’ state…so I have reached ahmedabad and I have promised myself that now I will take life seriously…So so so….new city..new office..new culture..new people..new challenges and same old me….a different language….all new experiences are welcoming me here….

10-12 ppl of same company but no good friend except vinay…no one has time for other people…every one want to enjoy there life…I m working hard to present myself as a fun loving, open minded animal (that is what I am)…slowly slowly I m preparing for all fights of life..to njoy the life..to learn something …to give my friends and family what they expect from me…
I have stopped thinking now and have decided to go with the flow of life….earlier which was never been my way of living….